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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

--24 July--
Went to celebrate my Grandma's birthday. Father drove us there.





Sticky with Yvonne & Joselyn on Sunday :)))))

--28 July--
I seriously don't get why your should be angry.
Aren't I the person who is suppose to get angry now?
Put aside the movie incident, let's talk about other incident instead.
You two said that I was being overly-sensitive, I admit to it cos it's really true.
But if I really felt the sense of belonging with you two, i don't see why would I be so upset over these little little things. It's that whenever im with you two, you two walk together, talk together. I'm always following behind. Sometimes, I really felt like i was so extra.
I'm not trying to say that you all are the one who caused me to be so sensitive, but sometimes I really hope you'all could think for me. I've always treat the two of you as my good friends, and I try to make you all happy everyday, whenever you'all are sad.
But what I can do is limited, whenever i ask you all about the incident about the person who stare at you.
You'all refuse to tell me. It's not that I want to know, but I really want to share the burden with you two.
I always thought that as a group of 3 person, we do not have any difficulties getting along.
Like what others say:" Odd number groups don't work out".
Sometimes, i really hope you'all could think for me.
You'all said that I was involving others in it by telling them the incident.
For your information, I only told Yvonne & Li Ping.
You can talk to each other about the incident, but I have no one to talk to in the group.
And I can't post it on facebook either.
I could only told them right? In what way were they involved?
I remembered a lot of incidents which made me really depressed.
But all the while, I've been keeping it deep down in my heart.
I didn't want to ruin our friendship. But since it's already ruined now, I don't mind talking about it.
I remembered once I went to school in the rain just to look for you all after your CCA. I wanted to accompany both of you home. You still remember what happen? I bet you don't. I asked if you could accompany me up to the second level, and yet you said you were super tired and restless that you can't even walk up to second level. But? When Mr Looi's car came, you went running around the canteen to look for her. It's like you were so energetic, so why are you lying to me in the first place? Furthermore, I came all the way to school to look for you all. In the end, you'all just walked home and in the end, I have to cab home. How do you expect me to feel after all these incidents? 
I spend 1 hour texting you'all, but one was no reply at all, even on MSN.
Another one was indirectly asking me not to bother her anymore.

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